•  chhaya mishra THE  LIFE AND THE LOVE.

The pain of loosing  dear one...... she   was  sick ,,suffering from cancer.  The day she tested  on the cancer , the day began our  pain full  journey.    it was a horrible to pass time  day by day, all eyes of ours wetting kept always.....   mom is the word witch  exits in not  in human being  but also in animals.....I was very sure that mum  would be totally cured.....and  so kept my inner talking to GRT GOD.. FOR HER  SAFE LIFE...oNE DAY MOTher went for next test and it was positive  of dangerous cancer.  so mom did understand that she has to  do all the big things and small things   for her family  and specially for children... so she started  to make the understand that one day or in few day they will be left without her.. I was the first one to  deny her all sweet talk  and kept saying if ''you wont be here  then there is no any point to  leave us,,,,and this words I was reap ting till her final journey...Mamma was quite upset over the way fate had  snatched  her from her children slowly 2 ONE DAY PAPA Came from office in the middle of work and  asked the mother t o get ready  ,every one was surprised on dad s' behavior... why he was doing this to his work in his service record  he was very disciplined  officer,,who never took an extra leave to entertain his family.... ..but but father was  bonded now  mom s' love and her .absence in near future, so he must have planned to spend his more time with mom like us or every body.. that day we all went to  ganga s' bank  by a typical  boat...taht day mama sung asong of our s' choice.witch she used to sing when we were   too small...papa told her to sing a  song like chham 2 baje payal mery from very old film  but maamaa  didn't..we all were not ready he pain loosing our mom s' departure one day.. all eyes of family members kept always running tears.. but whenever mother used to check it it was almost dry. .one day  an idea struck into my mind  that  i  have  fight against cancer at the  any cost  to my not my only mom but  save the the all who are suffering from this deadly decease and for whom who are suffering from the pain of loosing their dear one...I was dreaming  about life after death  and i wanted to work on both issue ...as on life after  death and the  it.s control  over death...i new it very well that journey of my plan was not a very easy job,,but still i was determind  to do this  marvelous work... ,,for  humanity and  it's  fragile world...  

the day after  attaining my research   work   which   i wanded to my own work.the  whole world was against  for doing the resreach work on exp losing papulation. in the already crowded world with  human and animals....

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